I just miss my peeps...

Being in the Army has defiantly made me more independent

but i don't think i will ever get used to holidays alone

This year was my first christmas, new years, valentines and now easter alone

Every one of these days SUCK

I try to make the best of it

but normally i just cant get over the fact that 

i am anywhere

but where i want to be

and

its hard to see everyone else happy with families or even boyfriends

((it doesn't help that my boyfriend is still in afghanistan for 6 months))

For some reason i normally make it worse for myself

by completely isolating myself

because it hurts even more to hang out with married couples and families

it is the lemon juice to my paper cut

However

i have developed a remedy:

cry for an hour or so

mope about it

vent to my beloved friend on the phone

nap for a few hours

wake up and realize the world is not ending

go get dominos and ice cream

love netflix

and

all is right in the world

after all

i'm a big kid now :)

i guess...