Daily Lessons #-17 You can do it!

I often let irrational fears dictate my life.

THAT STOPS NOW!

I often have to remind myself its ok to not be perfect

it is ok to fail sometimes

is that what i am afraid of?

I have strived my whole life to be the best at everything

competition runs thick in blood.

Yet sometimes i shy away from doing things 

because i know that apart of me cant come in second

until

lately i have been struggling with my knee and running.

I normally am nervous about pt tests because i always want to get over

300

which is perfect

and this is the one event in my life 

i get to go over perfection

((my last test was 345<-- better believe i make sure people know that #))

but this test was going to be different

i knew i could not run fast enough

 without my knee completely falling apart on me

so i said to myself

"Dont let the fear of not being perfect stop you from being proud of your best"

of course i caught myself making up a million excuses 

of why i couldnt shouldnt and wouldnt take this pt test

i also had a HORRIBLE migraine the night before

and right before the run

because i knew thats the only thing i had to be afraid of

but i went out there and

i finally was able to run 

 without the pressure of achieving perfection

DAILY LESSON: I cant let fear get to me...I can do anything

&& So can you :)

I feel liberated. Not that i wont always strive to do better but sometimes its nice to take the pressure off of ourselves. 

So i want to go out and try everything 

<3