Do what YOU love

I feel like i have this weird inner battle of introvert extrovert

I love my alone time

and then i love dinner parties, game night, going to the club

I often say no to hanging out because i love being alone

but then I am often the one who organizes

and gets everyone together

Maybe this is normal.

Today i was supposed to go to Mudfest for the weekend

which was a scary commitment 

because there goes my whole weekend

sometimes i have a really hard time saying no

i want to make people happy

last night i totally said i would go

and as i was packing

i was like talking to myself

in my head of course

and said...

"Or you could have a me day/weekend 

and do your favorite things

-lake

-hodges state garden

-picnic

-driving range

-sex in the city marathon

-popcorn and pickles

-countless hours of internet loving

-craft time

-window shopping

-and more..."

So obviously now Mudfest sounded lame

why do i need to pay 40 dollas to get dirty 

and drive around in a truck for three days

So this weekend i intend to do all those things i love

take pictures of it all

and report back :)

:) the beach in Florida

Happy Memorial Weekend

and go do what you love!